dear My lovely didan,
time passed by, second after second, minutes after minutes, day after day, and month after month and all of this process is like a flash, it run so fast. as if i can't follow it anymore. But, it doesn't mean i also forget your very special day.
it's just like yesterday, when your first crying voice sounded in this strange wolrd. every one was smiling at that time and it became such a cure for all family. you know why you're like a cure for family? because at the same time, your lovely grand father had just passed away. he left you without waiting for your appereance in this world. but don't worry my little didan, he must pray for you and he must be smiling while flying to the sky..
now, it has been one year since your birthday on 26 november 2006. you're growing bigger and funnier than before. I know that i couldn't be at your side when you celebrated it yesterday, even i couldn't ring you because everyone knows that you are too small to talk.
But i always pray for you, my little didan
hope someday, you can create what your parent wish about you...
i love you not because the kindness of your father gave to me so far, i love you because you're my lovely cute cousin, that's all.
one day, i will show you that you can make many things in your life, you can be the pride of our family....
finaly, i just wanna say "Happy birthday to you, my lovely Didan, happy 1st anniversary for you"
be a good boy, a piety moslem, a humble person, a smart student and of course a cute and funny cousin for me..
the one that miss you a lot.
aa awen al-anjuri...
(sitting alone in the dark side of my romance)
