for My Lovely Didan...

dear My lovely didan,

time passed by, second after second, minutes after minutes, day after day, and month after month and all of this process is like a flash, it run so fast. as if i can't follow it anymore. But, it doesn't mean i also forget your very special day.

it's just like yesterday, when your first crying voice sounded in this strange wolrd. every one was smiling at that time and it became such a cure for all family. you know why you're like a cure for family? because at the same time, your lovely grand father had just passed away. he left you without waiting for your appereance in this world. but don't worry my little didan, he must pray for you and he must be smiling while flying to the sky..

now, it has been one year since your birthday on 26 november 2006. you're growing bigger and funnier than before. I know that i couldn't be at your side when you celebrated it yesterday, even i couldn't ring you because everyone knows that you are too small to talk.

But i always pray for you, my little didan

hope someday, you can create what your parent wish about you...

i love you not because the kindness of your father gave to me so far, i love you because you're my lovely cute cousin, that's all.

one day, i will show you that you can make many things in your life, you can be the pride of our family....

finaly, i just wanna say "Happy birthday to you, my lovely Didan, happy 1st anniversary for you"

be a good boy, a piety moslem, a humble person, a smart student and of course a cute and funny cousin for me..

the one that miss you a lot.

aa awen al-anjuri...

(sitting alone in the dark side of my romance)

what an annoying malaysia!!!!!

malaysia is indonesian neighbourhood country in southeast asia but more than that is indonesia and malaysia have the same ancestors from melayu culture. it should have a good relation and help each others.
Malaysia really underestimate indonesian people.they call indonesia with 'in don". it means in down or in the lower level than them.their attitude are really annoying and sucking.
Fuck malaysia!!!

have we had our real independe?

small reflection suddenly come from my deepest heart
about my lovely country indonesia.
i am very proud of indonesia
huge vary of culture
huge vary of local language
huge vary of belief
all together are Indonesia
the one and only country that have such kind of diffentiate
but,
that is only hope now
i dont know....
do i still have a pride now?
let time answer that question.....

have we had our real independe?

old man inspiration

Don't judge the book only from its cover. if we do that, we will be tricked easily by that book. and guess what? i did that and as the result, i was tricked by someone performance that i didn't guess before that he would be that amazing.
three days a go, i visited sukabumi as a part of process of the program called Zakat Executive Program Development that i followed. there, we had a discussion with an old farmer man. his name is Zakaria and his age is 75 years old. at the beginning, i didn't pay much attention to him. just old man with smoking in his hand. absolutely ordinary Man i thought. time passed by and little by little i was attracted by the way he delivered his speech. he spoke as if he was high educated farmer and expert in agriculture science. it was so amazing that we praise him so much.
he talked a lot about his experience in the farming and he delivered it so well and explain it in detail.
i got new spirit from that day and of course a young man like i am should show more spirit that he has .....................thank Mr. Zakaria